An old dreary home, a homely abode
I sit in the rocking chair and glare at the clouds
I await the shower that will come cascading down
And rinse all the dust from the glass – at last
The thunder rumbles and rattles my heart
It bounces against these feeble ribs, as fragile as it is
Can it not break under the ivory cage? I almost wish it did
As it keeps throbbing in lament, it keeps on reaching for my grave
And I retreat beyond the door, the warped wood and oak grain
I watch behind the window pane, so solitary in my pain
The lightening dashes across the grey
And I see sparks in stolid dullness
Peaking through the crawling moss
As it conceals my window panes.
I call them hopeful and yet foolish, those wretched vines
I call them weeds and I call them lies
They seep into my tough stronghold
They seep their roots between my fingers’ hold
I want to watch the world go down in flames
And then be doused by rain
But the moss, it covers my window pane
I don’t want to hope, but it eases my pain.